dzI/O's treasury box


dzI/O's treasury box

thoughts that came out of dzio...

v57.05 17.07.2024 09:09

dzI/O is by the way the big thinker ;)
Thinking is actity, that he enjoys a lot ;)
It is literally His hobby ;)
At this place you can view His creations ;)

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dzI/O's personal infobase, that means everything you ever didn't want to know about dzI/O and had fear to ask...

v52.26 17.07.2024 09:09


welcome in dzI/O's personal infobase...

v1.62 13.06.2024 15:41

Hello there...
i am dzI/O's personal infobase (means collection of informations) and i will offer you to look inside my creator's mind...
Important warnings...
Reading this infobase, can cause serious psychic problems, failures of mental character and possibly other non controlable reactions...
It's not recomended to read me in late night hours, because there is a real chance to disrupt the night peace. Also in the morning, because it can cause a headache. And during a day also not, because there are more meaningfull activities, than reading these "bullshit"...
It's recomended to not read me at all...
You can consult side effect with your doctor or druggist...
Reader takes responsibility for any damage caused by not professional or not right use of these informations...
Facts at this place are based on a true story, it's not a fiction (mostly) and some similarities with concrete people, places or events are not random...
Btw. don't take everything so serious...
About me...
Legal informations...
Freedom of thinking, conscience, religious confession and faith are garanted. Change of religious confession and faith is also garanted. Everyone can be without religious confession. Every one has right to present thoughts on public. There is freedom of speech and right for informations. Every one may present opinions by word, writings, prints, images or other way. Every one may freely search, accept and spread ideas and informations every where. Censorship is permitted... (from Constitution of Slovak republic)
At the end of the introduction...
inspired by life ;) thank You, all people ;) thanks to Great Creator = UNIVERSE ;) I love YOU all ;) are we there yet? ;) no donkey ;) and now? yes! ;) really? ;) noooo ;) I'm dancing with the rain ;) I believe that LOVE and WISDOM will win ;) life is a miracle ;) are you afraid of a future? ;) don't be ;) all YOU have to do, is this: take your role in this life, just plug and play, things will happen then, be as a kid, laugh a lot and play the games, I'll hide and YOU'll seek, if YOU find something, contact ME ;)

Basic facts

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v2.11 17.07.2024 09:09

on the beach activists of greenpeace pushes him back to sea, because they thinks that he's washed whale ;) it's not so critical ;) he don't need a crane ;) water level falls ;) sometimes he tried to move and burn overweight ;) instead of abdomen he has a a soft pillow ;) next year he wants to try a course of abdominal dancers ;) then there will be fun to lie on it ;) he will upgrade it to massage pillow ;) otherwise possibly normal = primate from race of homo homo sapiens (although i'm not sure about the second homo), with male gender with everything that belongs to that ;)
Eyes color
brown, when he gets photo of him, then red ;) he wants to obtain such a len, which he put on right eye and yellow smiley will be on it ;) on left eye he will put a clip and his dream look will be perfect ;) he has "x-ray" vision and look that kills, if someone wakes him up in a work too soon ;) sometimes he has spark in his eyes but you don't want to see it because there is possibility of fire ;)
perfect, working with computer makes it better and better ;) really - when he was small, he wore glasses ;) now he don't need it (such dzI/Opter was already not created) he can see 3d pictures ;) if he do so too much, he looks like chinese ;) his newest goal is to have the eyesight of lynx ;) because there is nothing bad when you see sharp and not dimly ;)
Color of hair
brown, mostly, all 7 of them ;) but soon also they will fall out ;) he does not need hair ;) he pull out feathers already ;) gray hairs are increases and he don't know how to explain this ;) he does nothing to them and they do so on him ;)
Corrugation and other hair enhancements
short to oblong, at the moment terribly unadulterated and strapped;) did you see advertising on a welle? ;) what monkeys do at night? ;) suitable as a scarecrow in the field;)
so a little bit;) sometimes a bit more;) but what, at least he will not thump in the chest;) will he kill when he tastes? ;) And the worms need to be stuffed;) which would not give them a proper guest;) he evaluates this by drinking a lot of milk and having strong and heavy bones, so its weight is so good;)
Sports that he actively devote or devoted to
hiking, skiing, roller skating, bedminton, swimming;) means himself as a passive athlete ;) one of the few active sports he ever operated was the roller skating on the dam ;) sometimes it was also constantly running up the stairs on the 5th floor in the house where there was not lever ;) but sometimes even 4 times a day; believe me, his tongue was trodden down to the ground;) later even moved to the profi-league ;) he started to take the stairs after two ;) the newest sport that he's all about is "Ping-pong " ;) it's interesting to play ping-pong alone so that you run into the other side of the table before the ball fired by you from the first one ;)
The sports he's watching
hockey, tennis, car-moto sports;) but only a few times;) if he does not get the correct button on the remote controller;) and of course Slovakiaaaaaaaa, hey, heja, hey go for it;) for the greatest sporting experience of his life he considers hockey World championship 2004 In Ostrava, where our gunmen dug Danne 8: 0 and where he was so upset that he lost his voice for a week;)
Movies that he likes
action, alternative, horror, comedy, romantic, serials, documentary, mysterious, science fiction, fantasy, historical, erotic, drama;) is not such a film that he would not like to miss;) he loves to see 5th element with czech dabingo (time is not important, only life is important;) can laugh at the good comedy;) shrek is da best;) movies are supposed to be with the original subtitles;) the only dubbed films that pay to see are also those with a Polish dabing, where one person (in each movie the same) with his monotonous voice reflects the whole movie;) try to look at some action or erotic;) watch for the sledge -> will hurt;)
He likes to watch a good movie
in the cinema, at home - TV, at a friend, girlfriend, on a computer ;) he is not a cinema propagator, but it does not replace the enjoyment of the artwork in the cinema, with the quality sound, the set of popcorn (recommended dose = 5 liters per performance = American style ;) and a big picture where you have to swing your head from left to right until you broke your neck ;)
Books he likes
fairy tales, fun, games, humor, religious literature, philosophical literature, personality development, professional literature;) put him book in the hand and he tries to read it;) sometimes it does so until the fifth attempt (as the Lord of the Rings) the effort is worth;) there's not enough time momentary for the books;) i know, I know = excuses;)
Music he likes
disco, hitparadows, house, techno, rap, pop, classical rock, oldies, soundtracks, musicals, punk, soldiers, classical music, folk and country folklore, folk and country, alternative music; ;) and sometimes composes a super powerful hit, it just no one wants to listen = infidel;) latest was found in soft melodies;) are also soothing :) try to use them as medicine helps him;)
He goes to concerts
rock bands;) I think it was once and at least once will definitely go;) it was even on the feste, and immediately 2x;) better was the one at Domaša, because at Domaša is best, at Domaša is well;)
The best relax is, when he listen to music
whenever and wherever, constantly and all the time
What he's looking in people
in people he's looking mostly for humanity, he's looking for Human ;) he's looking for love and wisdom ;) tolerance and understanding ;) sensitivity and deliberation ;) ability to listen ;) ability to admit own mistakes and ability to admit the right of other human to make a mistakes ;) ability to listen, think about and consider or accept other opinion or critics and mostly the ability to forgive ;) which he thinks is the best manifestation of humanity ;) he's also looking for people, whom he can give something from him ;) for example shirt ;) trousers ;) underwear ;) smelly socks ;) etc. ;)
Love is for Him
life without love is just farce ;)
Relation to one night sex
moment sex? ;) ahh, he starts to realise what it is ;) it's related to stomach system or breath system ;) if he remembers well ;) the truth is that he almost failed the exams from biology ;) he never looked for the one night sex ;) once his good friend told him : there can not be sex without love and also love without sex ;) and that's how it should be ;)
His life partner should be
basic condition, that his life partner must fullfill is, that he must love her with all the mind, soul, body and hearth ;) also his partner should have such a condition on him ;)
Vision of perfect evening
peacefull evening on hills fall on gray fields ;) cool evening is when he is in good mood and don't matter what or where ;) ideally when smoothly forms from cool day, when the sun is set ;) there are almost no cool mornings, because he must violently get out of paralel dimensions, which he likes so much until the alarm is sounding ;) mostly he gives him some tries until he accept it ;) then there was a time, when he tries to get up before sun rise and but those times was not very long ;)
Favourite color
blue is good, also green, yellow, red, purple, orange, brown, black, white, pink and all others that are not metioned ;)
Zodiac sign
bull (21.4.-20.5.), april maddness ;)
he's catholic ;) officially ;) but from all something ;) such as budhistic-hinduistic-christian follower of islam ;) and atheism he likes also ;) he relies mostly on himself and does as in sentense: Help yourself man, and God will also help you ;) he believe that there is some kind of higher power, which can influence the things in this or other timespaces, but on other side, why shoud it do it ;) he visualise Him as old man with stick and dyme of peace ;) this theme is too big to define in few words ;) btw. last time the jews whitness knocked on his door ;) they said if we can talk ;) so i asked them, how many of you are there ;) they said 2 ;) so i replied : then talk ;)
He likes the specialities of kitchen
slovak, italian, chinese, mexican, sea gifts, vegetarian ;) almost all ;) there is one food, that he can not eat and that is rested liver ;) he fight with this from child, but he can not win ;) so some fights he lost, but war is not over ;)
He likes to eat
by the television, by the candles with parner, in good restaurant, in nature, in bed, from parnets stomach ;) hmm, when i think of it - anywhere ;) btw what are those expressions that we eat just to be alive ;) long are we not dependent on mamuts and forest fruits ;) be aware of it ;)
Absolved education
higher ;) he thanks to all, that he bothered for all those 17 years of study ;) it was hard way ;) mostly for them ;) forgive ;) he will never do it ;) he can't stand the rote ;)
analytic, programmer-specialist ;) there was time when he had bussiness of his own ;) but only when he wanted to ;) for example last year he didn't wanted to ;)
He works in sphere
information technologies
He speaks the languages
when he don't count his tongue, there are some programming lanugages ;) he will not count them, don't be mad on him ;) little bit czechian, little bit english, little bit german ;) he also learned russian language but it was catastrophe ;)
Relation to smoking
all life he active fought against smokers and smoking ;) and then it came ;) life has pressed on him and he submitted ;) every day he tries to stop it and believe that it can be done ;) EUREKA it worked ;) he got rid of dependence ;) now he smokes because he want to ;)
Relation to alcohol
he drinks only sometimes ;) it is not possible because he is driver ;) he's not dependent on alcohol ;) it's not funny to drink when it tastes you ;) after few negative experiences with alcohol he found out that he will never like it ;) he read that when man permanently consumes small amounts of alcohol, he can decrease the chance of hearth attack ;)
Relation to drugs
have you lost your mind? ;) do you think that after all you have read here, he can afford to take drugs? ;) but good friends allways ask him from what is he high ;)
Momentaly family state
divorced ;)
if he don't count him, there is one cool little daughter ;)
Home animals
he has spiders, moths, mosquitos and other home insects ;) he also has a bird ;) in his parent's house there was a dog Cynthia ;) brother that is riding with him on white horse and also a milion bees ;) bees loves him ;) but he's not loving them ;) most time they dies in horrible agony after they sting him ;)
photography, travelling, working with pc, reading, listening to music, watching movies, collecting things, cinema, friends, dreaming, theatre ;) his work is best hobby for him ;) he likes to do many thing ;) and can do almost everything ;) at least once ;) he didn't absolved bungee jumping and parachuting ;) he knows very much about physics :) the momentum of the body is directly proportional to its weight and the force vector determines the instantaneous acceleration over time ;) so only thing that can be from it is catastrophe ;) he liked to sit in car and had a ride on coutry side ;)

Other facts

important facts about dzI/O and other philosphical entries, that came out of him...

v2.05 13.04.2024 08:10

From bridge to ether
From beginning, they calling him dzI/O. I have no idea, which individual named him that way for the first time. It is not possible to easily classify him. He is extremely complicated and simple and straightforward at the same time. He is who he is and probably won't be any different. Sometimes he is "saint" and sometimes he is the biggest sinner. He is the judge and the condemned. He is a healer and at the same time he is being treated. He is everything and he is nothing. He is both a rebel and an obedient child. He is dust and to dust he will return. He is information. He wants to be "naked", he is always "hungry", he would like to "smoke" all the time, and I don't know what else. Simply call him dzI/O. He is nothing else. Just and only dzI/O.
When he was born, the name Maroš was written on his birth certificate, which is of Latin origin - maris (translation – man) and I've read from the wise book that he should be kind and willing, that he always helps his friends and that he is faithful and reliable. Well, I'll say it like this: don't trust smart books, you will avoid many disappointments.
Like every person, he too had bright, brighter, darker and dark moments in his life, which affected the way he influenced his surroundings. Like other people, he also experienced a lot of pleasure and joy in his life, but also a lot of sadness, disappointment and suffering, which shaped him into the current form. Like every person, he also did many nice and good things in his life, which he enjoyed, but also an awful lot of mistakes, for which he has already paid, is paying or will continue to pay. Like any human, he is obviously not perfect, and therefore not always able to do what is expected from him. If it bothers you, and if you can, please forgive him for being a "just" human. Not many people call him by his real name. He suffered for a long time because his name wasn't on the calendar, imagine that childhood without a nameday. Then he's tucked away with his brother, so now they're riding a white horse together...
He was born in Trebišov, and long time has resided in the heart of the far-off Slovak East (Košice). He later settled in the Danube plain, specifically in Gabčíkovo, because our southern neighbours didn't want to build Above Maros, so he had to come. Unofficial version: He was a secret agent sent to asimilate the Hungarian majority. However, in general, this has not happened for the logs that, as is ordinary, life throws you off your feet, so for 12 years he lived and worked in the central of our beautiful Slovak birth chest = in Bláva. Finally, he returned to his native chest - Trebišov...
He was never a household handyman, I'll tell you that right off the bat, never with his tools in hand, never fixed the plumbing. He never had a good memory at a hammer or the saw when he wanted to hang the painting at home, he almost died. When he grabs the pliers timidly, don't get too excited about what might happen to him, so get away from him. Thank you, Mr. Lipa. I couldn't have said it better myself.
During his elementary school, he was called philosopher. So explanation, please. Let's think for a second. Do you think it's enough for someone to say something and not able to clarify it? Is it enough for someone to state facts and information and not say what makes them right and true? Who can say that what is generally considered to be true has really this quality? The problem of individual views that perceive reality creates the impression that everything is relative. And we all are looking for absolute. Or? The view of each of us is highly subjective and is objectified by taking into account more facts, information, knowledge, experience, possibilities, views, etc. The level of understanding, knowledge and awareness of man or mankind limits what we currently regard as decisive and on which the lay or academic public generally coincides, or what we 'currently' believe. No one said, however, that we have all the information necessary to create an overall and definitive view of a particular problem or system of how things works. For everything, just one example. You realize that this land has already been the plate, it's been the center of the universe, and where are we today? In the solar system? In the galaxy? In 11 dimensions? Who knows? We'll see if we don't go blind.
He doesn't like violence. He thinks that, primarily, one should use what grows in one's head (yes, straw) based on the music, one hears from the chest area (yes, house music;)
He loves laugh and good cheer, mirth and natural joy. He usually managed to live up that way, but then his friends asked him on what he takes. As they say, with a smile, life is easier. Althought the reasons for smiling are sometimes difficult to find, he believes that every effort should be made to do so. That's definitely paying off.
When he will be big, he'll drive steamboats, or at least a small yacht. Becoming a sailor is one of his most secret ;) dreams.
His favourite car is a Clio. If he rode past you on 110 horses, you'd know what he is talking about. Whoever saw the ad knows, what he means - gedappaaaaaaa ;)
Every day he becomes a different..., ehmmm man.
He used to play the flute, the clarinet and the saxophone, but that was a long time ago. And they also told him he had a musical ear - you'll see in the company of stars;The most recent goal he has set is to dust off the dingy glory of his wild musical past, majorettes can talk a lot about;)
He decided to set up a futuristic-demonist ;) rap group: A crazy horse and his even speedy cowboy. With this he will literally control the masses ;) They're gonna freak out. He's gonna be a celebrity, and all the teenage girls will go crazy when they see him in a magazine ;)
For a long time (in Košice) he lived in the pingeon house. For the record, sometimes there were pigeons, then he caught them, made soup, ate them, and then he take the place. During this process, negotiations took place with the squatters concerned. That meant he had to learn their language ;) And now he occasionally is snorting that snort, snort;)
He thinks that when you judge things by their package, you're deprived of a lot of good content. But that's everybody's choice, and they say the package sells. So hurry to Tesco :)
"Fornicate" should only be used if it's from love. Although, one day we'll all meet in the same bed ;) So what should we do? ;) It's dilemma :)
Is there anything after dead? It's hard to say. A man should behave in a way that it doesn't matter what happens after he dies. Whether we end up in the ground or continue our journey. Try not to hurt others, enjoy the place as much as possible, learn and play.
According to him, those people who manifest themselves and behave towards their surroundings in not good way, need the most love from their surroundings. He thinks that love can help the them most. They may be the kind of people who never knew love or have a problem and then show up. And how do you expect people who have never known the love to show it, or those who have trouble showing it for some reason, to show love? Those who didn't know the love we should be allow to know it by giving it to them. And them, who have a problem, love will help best to fight the problem and overcome it. Now you just choose the right form of love ;) And what's the best face in a given moment? Well, that's a deep philosophical question ;)
He identified a major problem with his will. He couldn't find her in any way. They told him to find the seed and let it grow. So I ask. What gardening store do they sell that at? :)
Laziness was sometimes his favourite attribute, but he doesn't have time for it right now. So now it's schizophrenia ;) For example, often there are fights in him between romantic and realist and at least a thousand other personalities. Well, what can I say to you, as in almost every person. No problem, the fight is over -> At last only dzI/O remained ;)
Sometimes he used to talk in riddles and pictures and he loved ambiguities. Sometimes he doesn't know what he meant. It is only by deep analysis and endless thought that it comes to that. Trust him, it's disgusting when you can't even sleep because of it. But he found that the best explanation of things is a simple example that even a small child can understand.
He realized that many misunderstandings arise from misunderstandings of each other's views. It's hard even to judge what a given person is talking about if we have no experience with the subject. It's even worse when our experience doesn't match that of the other person. And that happens a lot. Then there is a conflict where the people involved defend their views. Therefore, the priority should be to focus on clarifying our views (definitions) on what we are talking about before anything is resolved. It's very important to know what is prejudice and what is fact. That is what we must learn first.
There were times, when he loved other people more than he loved himself, but by that he was neglecting himself. He worked on himself and learned to think about himself and his needs, desires, dreams and goals. Because that's important, too, and now he's trying to find a balance between how much he loves himself and others.
He doesn't think it's the best to rely on luck. Rather than that, we should rely on ourselves, our abilities and our talents, because happiness is like a sport. We can believe, but the odds of winning are slim, because it's a collective game in which there are many players and everyone believes and hopes that he will win. On the other hand, if a man knows what he wants, believes in himself and tries hard enough, the way to achieve success and achieve life's goals should always be found. I'm not saying the road is easy but what would it be about? Effortlessly? Without moving? Who would then appreciate the achievement and joice in achieving it? Success goes hand in hand with the emotional fulfillment of self, and with every fulfillment comes happiness.
He believes that there are positive and negative qualities in every human being, and it is up to each and every one of us, which of them we are using in life.
The vast majority of people he has known (including himself) wear a mask. They seem to be complicated because they hide it perfectly (sometimes they don't even know about it), what's really in them. "I have successfully removed my mask today, August 20, 2006." He've said this so many times, and every day life surprises him with something new. "Today, August 22, 2006, I understood everything I could understand." "And today, August 23, 2006, it's not true anymore." Do you understand what he's saying? A man must fight all his life against the dark side of power ;) Obi Van Kenobi or Master Yoda would have told you about how long they had been hollering at young Luke Skywalker so that he would finally stop doing stupid things and grow up.
You're all bumblebees, only he's a propeller, a motor, a crop duster;) Bzuuum.
Whoever is blameless, throw a rock at him. Ouch, I didn't say to the forehead, one of the two most important places on his body ;) Well, guess what other "organ" he'd never want to lose? ;)
He always fought against social rules, conventions and customs, but there's no reason for that anymore. Perhaps he realized they might have some significance, under certain conditions. Just he does not dare to specify it yet. It needs proper analysis, therefore ;)
He set fashion trends. A few years ago, he wore ragged and dirty jeans. Everyone looked at him like he was crazy. Everyone was looked at him as like he was crazy, but look at today's fashion. Now they're all looking like that they don't see the problem :) People will also pay for a lot of money to make it look like they came from a quarry ;) Now he's trying to understand the meaning (algorithm) of taste and how to dress nicely so that he does not look disgusting, or even the opposite = to look decent.
He does various sociological and psychological researches for private purposes (journeys into the human soul and mind). He does it in public :) He tries to understand the thinking of a human (and therefore also thinking of woman). You think he's fighting the windmills? Choir yells YES! ;)
Like any human, he's an analyst. The moment he realized his potential, he decided to become a psychoanalyst. He's trying to see into people and things and let's just say he's doing pretty well. He sees a lot of things, a lot of positive things, but also lot of negatives. He looks for patterns, similarities and patterns of behavior. He searches, he studies, he watches. Sometimes he merges and sometimes he divides. Sometimes he asks and sometimes he answers. He looks for a connections, and sometimes he goes crazy when he finds something special. And then he usually must breath deeply to process it.
He tried to keep a cold head and a neutral attitude. I mean, except for the time he was in love, and he was floating around, and he was losing track of reality, but he'd already removed that. Unfortunately, today, August 21, 2006, he realized that all of this was self-delusion. But that's not the point. The point is, he doesn't even want to remove it, because it is not bad if you float when you're feeling good. What one is supposed to do if he's sick? Bury himself underground ;) so that he would not influence others and pass on his anger to the innocent:)
He likes people that thinks objectively, who have overview on the situation, who can judge situations from long perspective. It is a superhuman task, and mostly it is impossible, because every human being and his vision and understanding of the world is affected by his consciousness, his subconscious, his unconsciousness, his knowledge, his faith and whatever else. Well, but one can try, can't he? He would give nothing for a test :)
He is convinced that he has benefited greatly from all the negative things that have happened to him in his life. Not because he is something like selfdamager ;) But because if one wants, has the taste, the strength, or the will to think, he may from such negative experiences gain very much. And if one learns to draw on them, one becomes more resistent, and this makes one's problems easier to overcome in the future, while developing and growing as a person. On the third page. If you were only happy (if you were only in the positive sector) you might not even know you were in it. If he didn't know the shadow side of life, could he enjoy those bright moments? And who knows, such a drab life might be too dull. Life is a struggle and it is said: What doesn't "kill you" makes you stronger (if you want to, of course) and that's what the poet meant by that ;)
He knows a person who says he has no luck for a luck. This life paradox is good for thinking.
In his youth, he suffered from cleptomania, but after a professional and almost non-violent intervention of his parents, it was corrected. It's a good thing there wasn't a helpline back then. He could have been an orphan ;) But now, after some time, he's grateful to them. Thank you, thank you, thank you, the director, the curator, the screenwriter, the actors, the entire staff and, of course, the spectators ;)
According to the latest findings, he is a perfectionist that suffers from a condition called procrastination, and they tend to call him also a workaholic. Well, he realized that nothing needs to be overdone, and life isn't just about work. Work is supposed to fill us up, to entertain us and of course, it should be a way of helping us to survive and to enjoy something.
He is a proponent of the theory of organized chaos and was a great proponent of the Murphys' laws. He proved their validity at every turn. But he had already abandoned his reverence for Murphy. He was definitely a joker and a stalker. Almost everything has a logic, and there may be something beyond that, above us, below us, beside us and inside us.
He plans to create and later publish a poetic collection of #Romantics with Life. In the future, he would also like to work on a book about his experiences, his visions of the world and the immortality of the bug ;) Finally (perhaps) he found in himself the ability to find the right words to express what he wanted to say in a way that the others would understand. Well, or maybe not ;) The whole thing could end up in a fiasco. There are always at least 2 options ;) Trtuth is, he hated poems from the bottom of his heart. He always suffered when he had to write a reflection or a school paper in school. A man just develops at any moment, assuming he wants to. The environment that tries to force a change in a person's personality in a violent way (verbal or non-verbal) usually fails because everyone has a his own head. He even thinks it might have the opposite effect. The environment can make a maximum contribution to awareness and self-reflection, but the will for change must come from himself ;) Even so, the greatest reach that man has is on himself. So you don't want the world to change. First of all, try to change yourself. On the one hand, the world will change (the way you see it), and on the other, you will see a way to help others ;)
He holds people in high esteem if he finds in them a shred of intelligence and common sense. If there's even a logical thinking, he is in some kind of nirvana. And also, do you know this one? The optimist believes it will be all right, the pessimist fears it might be true. And also: The pessimist sees the darkness in the tunnel, the optimist sees the light at the end of the tunnel, the realist sees already the train and the train driver sees three morons on the tracks ;)
In past he looked for all the bad qualities that were in him, that he somehow hated. He was trying to do something about it. Because he assumed it is important. But it's not so easy as it looks. And even he has at least a million mistakes (of which he knows, of which he does not know are much more) and has decided to become a better person, he now knows that he will never succeed. But also trying is appreciated, isn't it? He's got the rest of his life achieve it. And if he will be successfull in a change even only one negative attribute of himself, he would be very happy, because it would be something, that he envisioned long time ago ;)
Sometimes people thought of him as an optimist-extremist. He was the one who saw the cup as half full rather than half empty, because optimism not only helped him, but also affected his surroundings and perhaps inscrutable but, to him, shaped and influenced them. He believes that everyone want to see bright tomorrows. We humans tend to want the good things, even we are saying and doing the opposite of what we think or want. Well, it's true. Laws are laws. But the laws are here to be broken, aren't they? ;) We should therefore make every effort in life to learn how to be happy, how to show joy, how to show love, how to throw away excessive worries and other useful things. That's what we're here for. Or?
Maybe (but highly unlikely ;) one day he'll become a itinerant preacher and will show people the right way, it means his way. I don't think he attracts anyone, but at least people will laugh on him ;) But you know, after laugh, there is crying, so after the time, people get the point and the coins for merits will fall from heaven ;) He is looking forward to feed on "herbs", "roots", "berries" and "mushrooms", or other "forest fruits" ;)
He believes that youth is the bringer of mornings, and therefore needs to be shaped from a very small point in time so they do not go wild as you can see at every step. I mean, look what's grown out of him ;)
If you look at any headline in newspapers, television news, radio news, or just people talking, any information you receive, you will find a certain similarity (pattern) that is repeated over and over and over again. He thinks it's negativity. Don't you think we have enough? And we're really supposed to believe that people want this kind of negative news? That the good news would be taken out of the audience? Well, he and I don't really get it.
The basic understanding of many of the problems in any discussion is the problem of the individual view of each of us on the issue of discussion. Each man has his own unique path that led him to this moment in time. This includes his experiences, knowledge, prejudices, etc. From which emerges what he is able to see, understand and believe. The point is, if a man is not willing to expand his horizons and he can see and promote only what he wants to see, that's a pretty big problem. One, first of all ,should be opened to new ideas, to the views of other people. Not because he take those views for his own, but to consider them, think about them, to adjust the big picrture. If you throw someone a piece of a puzzle that just doesn't fit into their big picture, they'll fight it with their fingernails. There are people who are so infinitely able to defend their fortress that they build water trenches and catapults and use all kinds of weapons just to keep their posture and their view and their castle from collapsing. But that's only natural, no one wants anyone to interfer with his world. To destroy it, to damage his value system and what is his world was based on. This works for each and every one of us. That's why it's hard to explain to someone who hasn't walked your way (and there isn't another one, just you) what you've found out along the way. Even if it's the most exciting experience or knowledge you can imagine. But they say there's no such thing as failure :) Only insufficient effort :) So what about that? Are we trying too little? :)
His Father and his Mother told him many things. The funny thing is, they kept repeating them until they were put in his head, and now, where he goes, he repeats them. The apple just didn't fall far away from the tree. Illustration: He who disobeys his father, his mother, will fall into ruin ;)
Imagine how terrible it is to lose a loved one. He lost two in one night. He never saw the first one in his life and he'll never see him again. He never knew him, and he won't get the chance. He knew the other one better, but for some reason, he wasn't the only one, the right one and forever. Trust me, it shaked him pretty strongly. He said some unpretty words to God. He highlighted his misplaced sense of humor and irony. I know he was wrong about that, but when you are pissed off, it's always the innocent who will suffer. He cried and moaned. He wore black suit for three days to pay his respects to those special people. To express his feelings, disapproval, even anger, of such a procedure. He's just a sensitive soul ;) Well, whatever. Life goes on and on, even if tractors will fall from the sky;)
When you're not doing well, when thins go to hell, sit on the roadside and the problems will hide ;)
AT LAST BUT NOT LEAST: I think it's important to take out your housekeeper's trash once in a while;)

His faces

so that's how dzI/O sometimes looks...

v4.47 09.02.2024 17:50

Before he become crazy

just before he got hurt...

v1.10 25.05.2018 02:03